Years of work, dedication, determination and drive to get me to where I am with no direction home... I cried for an entire week upon arriving in Spain. I had left everything behind. Everything I knew, all that I had worked for, all of the connections I had made. My life in Los Angeles, 15 years I had now chosen to leave behind. All for the hopes and desires for me to find love, that passion that had been missing since the day I left ballet. I'm embarking on a new journey. A